2012

Every year at this time, I'll be very compelled to write a final grandmother post of the last year or the first grandmother post of the year. And usually, i'll be busy, I have no idea with what. But now, I just wanna write a really really long post because I've so so so much to say in me, that it's overwhelming me.

Exactly a year ago, I wouldn't even have imagined how I would be right now. Happy and blissful. It's all because of Bacon. I was scared. Scared that I'd screw things up. Scared of this, scared of that. Everything.
Fate happens. I just met this boy who really makes me happy, loved, protected. Actions over words. In the end, I just followed my heart. He's my best friend, my buddy, my boyfriend. I guess relationships goes this way. Just someone whom you can talk to, sing and act silly with, fight like buddies and still love each other at the very end. I don't know why as I write this, I can feel myself tearing. I guess I'm getting a little too emotional. Tears of joy. I have never felt this sense of security and happiness before. Although we're together for merely a couple of months, but i believe we can go a long way, as long as we never give up on each other.

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Cheesy? Haha. Just speaking from the bottom of my heart. Well, of cause, in every relationship, it's not a one-way smooth road. We do have our 'down' moments - bickering, quarrels, misunderstandings. But well, we all go through that, and get by a little help from friends and girlfriends especially. So, hereby, I just wanna say, I love my girlfriends and friends or sometimes my cousins who listen to my insecurities and rants. Though we don't meet up as often, we all have new life and friends. But best friends are being there for each other isn't it. Not calculated by then no. of times of meet-ups per week, or no. of hours we talk per day. Chemistry? Nah. Too complex. Just in the heart.

Cousins. We don't hang out very very often. Well, it's me. Im busy. But whenever we meet up, we always have lots insanity and laughter. :) 

 

MINTX. Always always love ya all. May our girlfriendship last forever. and ignore those guys' comments like, whats MINTX, 1e2 guys are closer -.- ♥

Belle and wormy

Wormy. My lovely wormy in my tummy!

Tri-irrids and cheryl py

And others too. It's all in my heart :)

My new year resolution this year, is to be a good and happy girl.

1. Take care of the family. Hope everyone is safe and healthy.

2. Save hard for my school fees, with my saving plan. And stop too much crazy shopping.

3. Be a good physio.

3. Emotions wise, I tend to get oversensitive and insecure sometimes, it's just me. I need assurance. I get scared and I over-think easily. I hope I can calm down and don't let my wild thoughts or get over me. Be strong and not weak. Just wanna be good enough for you baby. I'm sorry if ever I'm not good or enough. But nevertheless, I believe it takes two hands to clap. No one is perfect. I hope we'll always shamelessly fight for each other, fight with time, want each other, chunk our king-sized pride or ego aside. All I want is someone who will stay with me, no matter how hard it is to be with me.

’Sometimes all you need is 20 seconds of insane courage and I promise something great will happen’

'I’m the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen. I’m the girl who would rather stay in on a friday night than go to a wild party with random strangers. I’m the girl who wouldn’t make you wait on her hand and foot, but would do anything to make you happy. I’m the girl who would enjoy having a movie night rather than going to some fancy restaurant. I’m the girl who would rather stay up all night sharing secrets than going out and getting drunk. I’m the girl who won’t might make you hold her bags, but would still hold your hand. I’m the girl who will love you more than anyone can possibly dream of. I’m the girl who would give the world to see you smile' ♥

Goodbye 2011, hello2012.
xoxo