V.: February 2012

You're beautiful

I know i'm acting like a crazy korean fan.... But, oh well.

♥

The greener grass syndrome

The grass is always greener on the other side, AND the other side is always greener no matter which side you are. Have you seen some of your friends changing their girlfriend or boyfriend frequently because they say that their current boyfriend/girlfriend is just not good enough and there are better options out there. No matter how many times they change their partner, they are still not be satisfied and they will go off again searching for their “greener grass”.
Even when they have a 100% nice guy/girl as their partner, they will forsake the 100% nice guy/girl and search for someone who is 101% nice. Their life will be just running around in circles because once they found the 101%, they will want a 102% and so on and on.

Wtf seriously, why do you have to constantly make me feel that i'm never good enough

Food for thoughts.

Define 'interesting'

So what is interesting, what is boring? You mean getting clubbing, getting drunk, branded stuffs from top to toe, flings, parties are interesting? Interesting how they are interesting. Maybe not.

What is the most important thing in life?

Right now there seemed to be so many things. Urgent and important seemed to be separated only by a fine line. All in all, I guess 'Contentment' is the most important.

Just someone to tell me goodnight and tell me everything will get better

Seriously, i'd a pretty bad day today and i'm feeling so gloomy all day. If I don't vent it out, I'm seriously getting internal injuries. I'd a bad day...... Am I lamenting? Yes. Am I whining? Yes. Seriously, nothing seems to be going right. I'm back to days where I wake up early, long train rides with a shut-off mind and without seats, stand at work all day, read the whole chunk of documents, info overloaded, face the stress of being assessed, fear of doing wrong and unsafe things, fear of failing,end work, squeeze in the bloody packed train, back home dinner bathe and dog-tired and lazy, gotta read articles for inservice. I mean, its like sucha loooong and mind-draining day, and back home, I just want peace? Like, no shouting/constant nagging for kids who don't wanna do homework or shower, kids who come home late and waste dinner, or go out late at night. I want someone to care for me. And it sucks when the one starts to give me cold shoulders for something I didn't even do. And seriously, psssst, just seriously. Things just get worst. My iphone dropped for the third time this week, the ribbon broke, I hit my knee and I got a blueblack. fml _l_

So the grass is greener on the other side?

Looking forward to our short getaway. I don't need luxurious hotels or restaurant. Even county side will do. Just simple and sweet, just you and me.

Wake up call

You won't be so lucky all the time.

My worth

How much am I worth? I'm beginning to doubt myself. The hardest thing about walking away is, you won't even come after me. Things get hard, things get fucked up, and you give up on me so easily, like I don't worth a thing in your eyes. Why can't you fight for us, earn back the trust... And no matter what, just don't give up. Probably that's where the answer set in, maybe I'm not worth your fight.

A part of me trust you
A part of me know its all men bragging
A part of me know I shouldn't that why i hesitated
A part of me is hurt
A part of me is just fucking stupid

Sentosa

I was gonna surprise him and put the present at his back for him to lie down and discover the present BUTTTT this fatso just didnt felt my present and after 3 min, it was so unbearable for me to suppress my feelings. Worried that present will spoilt all because of this fatso........

Burying himself. (cause I dont wanna help him HAHA)

:DDDDDDDD

Edited this pic to make it look like we had a real suntan. Someone was angry as we delayed and by the time we reached it was 3 plus and sun was down. Lol.

♥

Kiss forehead not the eyes! #Phailllllll

Very unglam but i thought we looked super ridiculous lol

Like a photoshoot

We need a BIGGER mat!!

Vivocity after sentosa. Pizzahut! 25%

Belated Vday gift :)

This is my first time wearing bikini. #shy

Didnt intend to get wet but we played water in the end. Quarreled before the trip again. Tsk.

Gonna go a real suntan during hols. I'll suntan that tiny weeny bit ^^

I'm disappointed in people who are fucked up. People who make things go out of hand and screwed up the simple happy life, that, is all I ever asked for. I'm more disappointed when I can't do anything to change that fact.

Little siubee

Sometimes I can't help but laugh. Tho I've 2 monstrous sister whom I yell at day in and out, sometimes they can be so cute. The previous time they were the one who rushed me and spur me on to go Ching's 21st bday to surprise him, which Ching came and left and told me to study at home. My 2 sis knocked some sense into me and said "that's your boyf,go!!!" haha and all I do was bathed and they got my clothes, bag, make-up kit ready. And off I went. In less than 20min :')

Today I'm going on a vday with Ching. Wore my coral maxi. Hehe and siubee exclaimed "oh my god I see your panties those circle circle pattern!?" I was lazy and she just went to my wardrobe and dug up a panty for me "wear this! It's same colour as your maxi and people won't see." how cute, the way she protects my modesty :')

钱不是问题，问题...是没有钱。

Ting_23 bday surprise

So it was late night 11.40pm. Met up with zhen to go ting's house to surprise her. Zhao was alr at her house. Playing the role of Oh-im-the-only-one-who-rmb-your-bday. Me and zhen were the oh-so-busy-cant-make-it-role. Planned this a day before. Lol suggested to sleepover at her house since we haven been there for years? Seriously. Anyway, me and zhen prepared the cake at the lift. Signaled zhao to find a way to open door for us at 11.50pm. While we were outside at 11.45pm. We werent even ready yet! Was camwhoring with the cake and I ALMOST DROPPED THE CAKE. WTF. HAHAH. then we suddenly heard the door open from 4m away. "I HEARD SMTH, I REALLY HEARD SOMEONE KNOCKING ON THE DOOR." LOL that was zhao, she spoke SO LOUDLY. Me and zhen just wanna laugh our ass off. Wrong timing! Ah yi was like "no la no la, you heard wrongly!" HAHA IT WAS SO FUNNY. Then we were ready le, stood outside the door. Cant press bell. Only can knock the door gently, hoping someone open the door! Lol. the wind was so string, we cant light up the cake outside as well. ZZZZZZ. Suddenly, ah yi opened the door! Lol *Glimpse of hope* I stood nearest to the door, she couldnt recognise me-.- She took a while to realize its me. Then she opened door, we lit the candles and i carried the cake to ting's doorstep, and it was so freaking dark i couldnt see the table in the mid of the living room i banged right into it and got a blueblack. Fuckdumb. In the end, the surprise went well and the bday girl was so touched.