Start of week 3

Last Saturday night at Shokudo-japanese coffee house.

#ootd #polkadotty

My softshell crab hotpot set and his curry set

My rumraisin on strawberry cheesecake

We decided to eat something better since we hadnt done so for.... 2 months? $57 for 2pax

My girly polkadotty outfit :) & Dumb us, we were going up and down escalator at cityhall. Lost.

I like my face in the picture on the right. So slim

Someone was just very very sleepy. Sleepyhead90

When we are young; and when we are old next time.

fav picture ❤

Okay, so this was last saturday, when bacon came down to my house to study for awhile before we headed down to town. Sigh, we were both very tired, and we shouldn't had went out cause he had a paper on monday! uUgh, no more for you. #Mondaymadness this morning. Mon is kinda like the shortest day, however the both lectures that sums up the 4 hours are really frustrating and it'll totally make your brain go haywired. Luckily there are no lab after that, otherwise, my monday will be really really blue. Okay let me set like 10 minutes to blog, short and sweet. Weekends just passed, monday today and tomorrow is PH. Sounds great right. I ended school today and went home for lunch and to sleep :) I slept for a few hours, damn. Anyway, first day of week 3, I've already spend 1 week's allowance away :\ Bought the dolly pencil case opposite my house (by forsaking outside lunch and came home for prata and fruits) Isn't my (future) pencil case cute? :D And the doll for CP paeds which cost me $19. My moneyyyyyyyyy.... I'm so broke this month. Like seriously a pauper.

Ask me why I bought this colour. (Cause I felt that it looked like bacon^^)

So tml is PH. Yay. I got my day planned out already. But..subjected to changes :\  By the way, I feel stressed. As tho everyone around me already finished their work up to next few weeks. Paranoid?Okay, I took damn long to blog, crap. I find myself rather perfectionist at blogging. And then, I blogged and I like to read them myself. Haha. Crap, gtg gonna start my lit review real soon, bye.

P.S I'm getting pissed with blogger. I wanna put my pictures in pairs. They changed a new layout and I cant do so and i gotta manually changed the picture size myself.What the.

Week 2

So 2 weeks of school have passed. Okay....Firstly, I shouldn't even be blogging here right now. Ideally,
(1) I should be sleeping. Mm, because TGIF and I managed to do some workouts today. During Ex Physiology class I volunteered to be the subject and did some exercises like 'Step test' and cycling. I could feel palpitations ya know. Damn, haven't exercise for really way too long. Even the past 1 month of holidays, I didn't exercise. I can feel my body being really unhealthy. In the past, at least there were PE, NAPFA, netball, cheerleading.. Now? I'm just a #nolife #lazy bum who doesn't exercise, busy and stressed up being year 3. Oh anyway, I swam after school today. 16 laps, hardly any stops, okay some short pause in between few laps to catch my breath. No timing lah. Haha but stil, proud of myself :D I hardly swim as diligent like I did today. Because my lungs were happy. Yay, happy lungs. I don't pant as much after swimming few laps. I don't even feel physically tired now. Feeling good and I wanna make it a point to swim every 2 weeks at least. Haha, cui, I know, but better than nothing. :) And my sickness have 90% recovered. My appetite is back, tho my voice still sounds blocked and I do cough occasionally. Measured my BMI the other day in school- I lost a kg after this whole 1 week plus of my sorethroat-fever-flu-septicspots event. I would say it's inaccurate becauseeeeeee it measured my height as 153cm. Wtf. I'm at least 155cm. Weight 43.4 and BMI is.... Tadaaa, 18.5. I'm not happy with my weight as I used to maintain around 41-42kg back in JC. But now, as long as I don't hit 45kg I'm happy. Sigh, when it comes to exercising, I'm usually full of excuses of reluctance, plus procrastination.

(2) I should be catching up on MS spine stuffs because the week 2 lesson was crazyyy. I was so damn stressed up because I caught no balls for a quarter of the lab lesson. The pace was too fast.

(3) I should be starting on my lit research for fyp. Butttttt. It's Friday. Oh come on. I've been at it for the past few days. So stressed up. Only wed then we managed to confirm the topic when we're to hand up the 'Prep meeting' today. Yes, I'll start soon.

(4) Blah blah blah. I only know I've so many things up these days. Projects and stuffs. Just so stressed up. I get headaches more often now, and hairfall starts again. Fml yes. seriously. I've many deadlines on my list. Esp week 12. The craziest week of all. Okayokay, right now, tonight, I deserve a good rest before my engine starts again tomorrow.

I wonder if, throughout my entire life..will I actually have read this much textbooks?
Sometimes the days just got so fucked up...

But I'm grateful for having Bacon there to cheer me on, even if he doesn't, at least he listens to my rants. It made my night a little much more sweeter when I sleep. Half way into his exams...2 papers down for him. Then it's HIS holidays. Our schedules always clash, sadly. Yesterday he came over to school and we went out for dinner and walk walk. Followed by a stroll in the park. Just holding hands and enjoying night breeze. Simply... ❤

Everyday I'm depressed

I'm unhappy. 

I've been sick for a week already. I've lose abit of weight. I feel kinda weak. I don't remember myself getting sick for so long. Actually I don't know as I don't usually get really sick. The last time was... 2 years ago? Anyway, week one of year 3. Things have been going starting to go crazy. I'm very very stressed up. Plus the fact that i'm sick. Everything seems to be going downhill :( But each night before I sleep, I'll feel better as I know I've Bacon with me. The boy who is very fierce to me as he cares for my health yet still give in to me and let me have some Cold stone to cheer me up. Altho the icecream aggravated my cough, but I didnt regret it. Now I'm starting to get busy, bacon is very busy. We will go through this together, right? It's always better when we're together.

Just because a person didn't love you the way you wanted, doesn't mean he doesn't love you with all he has got.

A quote I read long long ago, and I want to bear this in mind, always.

For us,

I will work very hard, and be the best that I can be, for you.
I will get back the fighting spirit that I had back in JC.

It's never good enough.

Have you ever loved someone wholeheartedly, and slowly watch how this person fade away, watch how he turn his back on you and walk out on you, without a word. You feel like the sky just dumped you with a heavy downpour. Funny thing is, you're the only one who got drenched and all choked up while everyone else is okay. It's like heaven saying, "You fool." why can't I find someone who thinks that I'm actually good enough, or the best thing that has ever happened to him. Tell me why. If one have to keep wishing she can good enough, then maybe he's not worth the tears.

I hope to mean the world to someone.

Sick

Sore throat since Friday morning; Headache, runny nose and slight fever since this morning. I've no mood to do anything, just wanna lie in bed. The headache is more persistent. Actually, there's no more fever already - Temperature stays around 37.3 Degree Celsius.Tomorrow is Sunday, the last day of my holidays before I officially become a year 3 student. What a bad weekend. Gotta go. Gotta start on my fyp research now. Sigh.

Genting (10-12 Apr)

Day 1

At causeway point eating breakfast. I've no idea why was I so ridiculously hungry, at 6 am. 

Our coach was supposed to be Gold/silver (lowest) but we were lucky to get Platinum Deluxe. (highest) Spacious, movies channels, and games. The Pika-man (imitation of super mario) Weeeeeee.

Ate char kway tiao for lunch. RM 8.00+.

Waiting to check in at First World Hotel. Tower 2. Checked in the hotel and bacon spent 15 min ranting about how inferior our room was. Saying this was the worst worst worst hotel he'd ever been to. Small, noob tv, no sofa, no bathtub -.-" Duh, we bought the Groupon deal. Spoilt boy. After unpacking, we headed out for strawberry farm. Everyone told us different directions. Ugh. The taxt driver wanted to scam us: RM 80 for 2 way trip plus 1 hour waiting time for us. Whatttttt? No. In the end, we took a shuttle bus to Highland hotel, then cable car, then cab for RM 10 to the farm. Actually there was a van/tram that charged RM2 per pax, but we need to call the number and stuffs. In the end, we cabbed. The cab meter was only less than RM5 okay, but he already said RM10 and we agreed beforehand. Pssst.

Oh, look at all these strawberry babies. They made me so excited! RM6 for 100g of hand-picked strawberries. By the way, all these were the other many lanes that had juicy pretty strawberries, that were meant for sales -.- Only 5 lanes allowed for picking. The strawberries weren't as nice. I was choosing for quite long as i only wanna pick 100g because I'd be the only one eating them. I was slow in picking and most of the strawberries were gone. Because of this little hyped up Caucasian girl who cut any red strawberries she saw. She had got a huge basket of strawberries while mine was a pathetic little basket with only 7 strawberries. Lol. In the end we had to find those on the higher rack as she aimed all the short racks.
Aren't my strawberries pretty? :D We sat down at the cafe and drank strawberry milkshake...
And strawberry juice. Very fresh and yummy. :D Miss it so much. RM 10.90 each

after strawberry farm, there were also other farms like tomato farm, flowers✿ and mushroom farm. But the smell was unbearableeee. Anyway, we tried to find the damn mushroom farm (an eatery) as I read from a blogger that they have got nice and affordable zichar. In the end we couldn't find it and walked a very long distance and someone wanted to kill me already. And we still gotta walk back up to the strawberry farm to get back to the tram. And it raineddddd -.-

Return trip. We didnt know its this tram. I thought it was some normal white van. Awww. Like a excited only. But the strawberry tram was very shaky and kinda scary :\

Dinner: Bah kut teh and pig trotter in vinegar. Sudden craving for them. Very ex. RM55+ But they were delicious. Esp the bah kut teh. After dinner we went to the bowling arena and watched people play bowling. They were having some competitions. Their bowling was very different from us. Very dark with glowing luminous signs and music blasting.

All guys just love playing this huh. We earned the tix and gave them to the little boys.
Day 2


It's not that cold. but just wanna act like one winter season. Lol

Outdoor theme parkIn the morning, it rained again.☂ Ugh, we were so scared it'll rain whole day. Luckily it stopped by noon already. Sun was out.☀ RM 100 for 2. It's damn annoying because the rollercoaster rides were all closed! What's a themepark without rollercoasters. The cockscrew which I've been looking forward to, was closed. It's been yearsss since I played.

The water ride that got us quite wet.


While queueing for Viking ship. Someone's epic face was captured by the camera during the ride. LOL

We spend quite abit of money trying to catch these bears but we failed. We've no luck. The easier was the throwing ball corner. 3 balls for a prize and 4 for a jumbo prize. I only got 2 balls in - no prize :( By the way we kept bumping into one CHR senior and her bf, they got 2 little toys. By the way, that jumbo teddy I hugged wasn't even the jumbo prize. It's just for display. Our last try was at the shooting area to get that fluffy white bear. But its damn hard to shoot all 3 bowling pins totally out of the platform. So we concluded that we don't have such luck, and it's more practical to buy a teddy.

Our last ride of the day.

The steamboat buffet at 9.30pm. We ate till 11pm. No more rice. What the. In the end, our chef Bacon made his own phai thai. Yummy. It was late, and I kinda overeat and I've been eating very acidic stuffs: Strawberries (by the way, tho they looked red, not all are sweet), vinegar pig trotter and tomyam. In the end, at 3 in the morning I woke up and ls and vomited....Awful. The noise I made by moving around woke Bacon up and I told him I vomited :( He went around to find panadol and stuffs. Took care of me and wait till I fell asleep at 4 plus. He stayed up till 7 am looking after me while I already slept like a log. Thanks baby♥

Last day 

Bacon went back for bah kut teh while I'd frog leg porridge.Not nice.Wanted flower crab porridge but it wasn't available :(

Waiting for coach. This time we weren't so lucky. We got the Gold/silver coach.Kinda crappy and squeezy. No tv or games. Bacon kept saying it's like heaven and hell. Anyway, we just kept sleeping alot, as we both didn't slept well the night before, plus there were no tv or games. The coach got us back to the strawberry farm area (further down) at the departmental store for us to buy goodies. Bought crab ba-gwa but in the end gave it away to the locals as it wasn't allowed to pass custom. So angry. Couldn't find the tour guide when we wanna enquire. Bacon kept telling me that should be okay if not they won't sell. In the end I gave it away. Ugh..... Bought 200g of ba-gwa. RM 17! My stomach wasn't well, cant eat. Bacon didnt't like as it was fattening. Then we went back to cwp but it was too crowded, so in the end, we settled for KFC at admiralty. Yes, KFC, I was feeling better already and Bacon said okay :D

So that spells the end of my holidays. The next day (Fri) early morning 8.30am went back to school for FYP meeting. Now it's the weekend, but im staying home. Wanna rest more before school starts, soon. Need to research and everyone's busy. Bacon gotta prepare for his exams already. Here comes year 3. And I'm really dreading it.

P.S Forgot to mention 3 funny things about our trip.
1. Our double foot massages and stretching.
2. 40 cm pp monster
3. pp monster :p

Anyway, this is sorta a celebration for our happy early 9th.♥We both came back and were sick, or busy that we forgot to wish each other. :\