“I want to marry you because you’re the first person I want to look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I want to kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw your hands, I couldn’t imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do.”

Astons

Pictures with wormy ♥

Taken on my first try

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I'm just gonna be so cool. Wave goodbye and walk out of the past. I'm a cool kid, who had enough of these shit.

I've been daydreaming a lot these days

‎"A recent study shows that the heart grows weaker everytime we do something opposite of what we feel"

No wonder my heart becomes so frail now. Sometimes, I just wonder when would people start being honest to themselves. People...like me. (Am I still on Earth?)

How could people change just over a night? I don't get this. I'm like a confused piece of mess. I've to blog now before I suffocate. Sometimes when I suddenly thought things out, decided to stay optimistic, some other depressing shit just cropped up. Anyway, yesterday I had a dream... Maybe I was just too upset last night that the dream fairy or whoever gave me this dream to console me. It was like a dream come true in the dream. It may be three years late, but I still appreciate that dream very much.

Sometimes no matter how much you'd change, beneath your skin,
you know you're still the same.

You’re an amazing healthcare professional because of your Compassion

Direct contact with patients every day is what you crave, right? Your devotion to human contact and the power of personal touch makes you a truly amazing healthcare professional, even when times get really tough (and you know they can). Of course you’ve got your skills down as well, you’re just more likely than the average nurse to go the extra mile to put a smile on a patient’s face. Honest, forthright, and caring: That’s how you’d like people to see you and how you try to be every day. If only there were more heroes out there like you. We salute you! :)

How Do You Stack Up To Everyone Else?

8% received You’re an amazing healthcare professional because of your Energy.

40% received You’re an amazing healthcare professional because of your Compassion

2% received You’re an amazing healthcare professional because of your Sense of Humor.

49% received You’re an amazing healthcare professional because of your Skills.

When you grow really old, you'll realized all you really want from this world is your love who's gonna walk the rest of the journey with you.

I haven't really forgotten, I think I was just living in denial

You again

It's funny how this happened a long long time ago. I had this dream the other night, we were having this dancing class in a dance studio. The teacher told me to choose my dancing partner...

Assume- An ass out of you and me

This is a story about four people: Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.
There was this important job to be done and everybody was asked to do it.
Everybody was sure that somebody would do it.

Anybody could have done it, but nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that
because it was everybody's job. Everybody thought that anybody could do it,
but nobody realized that everybody wouldn't do it.

It ended up that everybody blamed somebody when actually nobody asked anybody.

Mundane

Week one of clinicals just flew past like that. I've been waking up at 7 daily. Aim to leave my house at 7.45 always but I always fail. By the time I left my house, it's already like near 8am. I always rush to the mrt only to see the "Marina Bay- Arrived; Marina Bay-6minutes" Damn. I think it's all because of my unwillingness to drag myself out of bed. And even after I did, I'll be sitting on the toilet bowl with my eyes closed(stoned) and 10-15min just flew past. And the trip takes 25min, and I've to walk like spasm fast, up the slope, climb some stairs here and there. Finally I'll reach on 8.30am on the dot. But most of the time by the time the CE gets ready, it'd been near 9am. Lucky for there, it isn't that hectic. Then documentations, greets the elderly, exercises and more exercises. Some days my legs get tired while doing the exercises with them. Imagine them doing with weights 2lb or 3lb? -.- Gosh they're strong. I gotta exercise more to keep fit. I love all the elderly, some are cute, chatty, stubborn. There was this uncle, I was at the activity room then I smiled at him. He said that t I ignored him the whole morning, I was busy with others. Then I told him monday when I'm back, the first instant, I'll go tell him good morning first. No one else but him. Lol later this uncle again asked my CE for me cause he wants to talk to me about the new quadstick invention and wants me to check it out for him. He's very independent and has pretty high ego. Pretty educated eh. He will always say, "Don't help me don't help me don't touch me" -.- and he jeered at his friend opposite cause he made faster progress. So haolian right, haha but he's cute. ☺ So lunch time we gotta go out to buy food. Only Kopitiam, subway, Delifrance, all pretty expensive. tho there's 20% off but idk if it's in conjunction with other promotions? :\ So what I eat, could be packet from Kopitiam, cup noodles that I brought from home, or KFC ☺ if we'd the time to walk to the shopping mall. Heh. Okay after lunch, so other than exercises, I'll be doing copying case notes. Time flies and Saturday come. Went back for tuition. Had an angry time with monkeys. But deep inside my heart, I still love them very very muchie.♥ After tuition rushed to dental clinical to remove my stitches. Yay finally. Actually I'm now kinda scared to go back on 21 April for my extraction and op. Gotta go through all haunting drilling sounds again. Sad. So after that, I headed home. Finally, at 1pm, I'd my first meal! Plan to go Queensway to buy crocs for clinical postponed to tomorrow! I feel so broke now. Today I just bought this hair clip sorta thing to add volume to my curry puff. Gosh, if too high too exaggerated, or not it looks like my normal hair, just that it can stay up there whole day. But this way, K can't pat and say I good girl already, it'd be in the way. Lol. Tml I wanna go buy the clip to tie bun. J Gosh, I came online to do my report but now I was wasted all my time blogging. Ugh, I'll do it tml morning. Goodnight world. A

The six most important words are: "I admit I made a mistake."

The five most important words are: "You did a good job."

The four most important words are: "What is your opinion?"

The three most important words are: "If you please."

The two most important words are: "Thank you."

The one most important word is: "We."

The least important word is: "I."

The two least important words are: "I can't!"

The three least important words are: "You Screwed Up!"

Kicking and alive!

So my mouth was forced (almost ripped open), she saw my wisdom tooth, drilled it (my brain was shook), plucked it out as if she was opening a milo tin... then stitched it together. I was totally cool about it till the anaesthetic wore off. Totally pain like crap. I reached home, no food, gonna go buy porridge myself! Then took really small mouthful of the porridge slowly... Then quickly took the painkillers. My right face is now swollen and bruised. I think mainly was because my mouth was really being forced pretty wide open for 1 hour more than anything else. That drilling sound was really torturous. The thought of it makes me shudder now. My wound was bleeding the entire yesterday. Kept having to change the gauze. Vanni said I could put my wisdom tooth under pillow. Hehe even the tooth fairy principal will come. And I did. I guess there's no tooth fairy in this world. Lol. But anyway I'm feeling good today. I'm craving for pizzas and yummy chocolatey desserts now!

Anyway, take a look at my very chio wisdom tooth that cost medisave $588.

Big wisdom tooth and roots

Compare it with my baby molar tooth

MY SURGERY IS TOMORROW!

Mine is the horizontal one at the lower jaw.
I would love to remove all at once, but the date is too near to clinicals.
So i'll remove the right one first. I'm scared.

If only the wisdom tooth looks this cute and harmless...

• Tomorrow is here and i'm freaking scared. what if I faint halfway on my way home? What if my face is swollen like pig? (I'm gonna bring a mask...)
• Anyway, I just got back my results yesterday. FML.
• I can't go Bali with my cousins
• Clinicals starts next week, for 3 weeks
• Has's gna replace me for tuition this Sat
• I'm just feeling so down and scared now

I'm getting closer to my clinicals 2A and year two. This holiday I packed my A level stuffs, things to throw, things to give away... Also went back IJC to support Kamrun on A level results release day. How nostalgic. It was like as if I was going through it again. Sitting in that hall, excited, nervous, tramatized. I wondered, if I were to re-sit for it. How would my results be. That kinda tremendous stress, I really can't imagine. Anyway, let's just move on. Quit turning back and pondering over the same old things again and again. In life, you win some, you lose some.

So, for this past one year, what have I been doing? Study, study, study. I didn't even join any sports CCA. Can you imagine. I can't even imagine what I am in. And then tuition every week. Laughing and getting crazy in school all day with my tri-irrids friends. All the happy moments in school were the merepek, sad moments in school were the practicals. And also... that conflict. A lesson to learn.

He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry, he’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy that is perfect for you.
—Bob Marley ; ~eletheowl

Fifth

Yesterday we were supposed to go IT fair. He went first then he said he's having a headache, didn't wanna squeeze back in. So I reached cityhall just to meet him and left. Waste my concession. So later we decided to walk till Dhoby Ghaut then walk to Bugis. We went shopping and we bought a bottom each. I finally got a new light denim shorts to accompany my usual denim shorts which was with me since secondary school. His Topman pants was 6x my shorts man. And it's funny I still can't forget how he told me he wanted to try squeezing into size 26 when I didn't even see myself wearing S. And those search for XS shirts -.- Crazy act one skinny shit sia.

So the whole day together was walking and more walking. On train back home played iphone's "Moron Test" I'm sucha genius, of course. Esp that how-the-turtle-get-the-apple question. Amazed by how I shook the phone and the apple dropped~ My first time reaching there.

Anyway, there's only 15 more days to clinicals. I'm not even prepared. Having practice tomorrow too. I'm gonna mug hard later. And...11 more days to my surgery :(

What's more important than staying alive, safe and sound, healthy?
All the news report are really heartwrenching.
I've watched the 唐山大地震 movie before and I won't forget how tragic it was.