I'm getting closer to my clinicals 2A and year two. This holiday I packed my A level stuffs, things to throw, things to give away... Also went back IJC to support Kamrun on A level results release day. How nostalgic. It was like as if I was going through it again. Sitting in that hall, excited, nervous, tramatized. I wondered, if I were to re-sit for it. How would my results be. That kinda tremendous stress, I really can't imagine. Anyway, let's just move on. Quit turning back and pondering over the same old things again and again. In life, you win some, you lose some.

So, for this past one year, what have I been doing? Study, study, study. I didn't even join any sports CCA. Can you imagine. I can't even imagine what I am in. And then tuition every week. Laughing and getting crazy in school all day with my tri-irrids friends. All the happy moments in school were the merepek, sad moments in school were the practicals. And also... that conflict. A lesson to learn.