We really didn't used to be this way. I've been changing myself and I've been becoming unhappy but keeping it all to myself. I tell myself it's okay but deep down it's not okay because it really did matter. I've been telling myself to take whatever it comes. Sometimes I get myself so tired out and I don't know what to hang on to anymore as it slowly fades away.. Until that day I thought I've found back the reason, found back the feelings we used to share. And only to find out that it's short-lived. When you want me, you want me; When you don't, you chuck me aside like I don't even mean a thing to you.