Parcel

Have never been more excited opening a parcel like this. :D

Ah po's birthday

#overdue post
2nd September
So here we are again, up up 40 storeys high. It's ah po's birthday. Umm 70 something I think. Suddenly can't remember. Anyway, wore my denim jumper in my favourite shade of denim. It was given to me by Vanni because her fat ass can't fit in. Heh. Anyway, brought my lappy there to do work again. Stayed in zhen's room almost the entire time, busy researching for neuro homework by Annu :/


I wanna do up something like this for myself too but I don't have my own room and right now my room already looks clustered enough. Next time when I grow up, have my own house, I wanna do this in my own master room filled with such pictures of me and my family. ^^

Back view of my jumper. Haha, can't stop taking pictures with it. Love the colour, love how tight it is, and of cause, I think it's super cute. ^^

Angbao by us and the boyfriends. Me, huan, zhao, ting, yibin, zhen, johnson. The greetings were written by yours truely. And the cute birthday cake bought by mummy.

Look at how delighted ah po was that day.

The 3 greedy gamblers who went back to mahjong right after singing birthday song.

I never realized how much my grandma has aged. She seemed to have became thinner, quieter, less cheery. I don't know, I only see her once in a while, quite a long while. It suddenly stuck me that day and it made my heart ache a little. Remember when we were kids in our primary school days, we would go to her house almost every weekend or fortnight. But after the conflict that year, between my uncle and the rest, the number of gatherings reduced. And as we have all grown up and have our own busy life, we have even less gatherings together.

Love your parents. As we are growing up, we forgot that they are growing old too.

3B

Clinicals 3B is finally finally over. This 5 weeks was too torturous. It was just too torturous. Lucky I've a good clinical buddy. We braved through all the shit that could possible happen in this 5 weeks. It was seemingly the toughest placement. I just hope that the next one gets better.

Your life is awesome and I'm the shit. I'm really apologetic. Oh my, I'm sucha joke seriously. My entire life is a fucking joke. It's so funny I just wanna laugh. Can someone laugh with me, laugh for me, laugh at me? Oh dear, this is so funny.

I'm trying to convince myself that you love me and you've never changed; but all you're doing is showing me that it's never the same. I hope we can pull through all the tough time together and I don't know if I'm the only one hoping, it really hurts when at this point of time I can still have such doubts, at this point of time, I'm choked up, I'm hurt, and you're okay with that. Nevertheless, I'm still hoping.

A crazy little thing called love

有时候怀疑自己是笨的还是傻的。

Unexplained misunderstandings bring on dire complications. Always explain yourself, as needed.

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else, hey

You made me insecure, told me I wasn't good enoughBut who are you to judgeWhen you're a diamond in the roughI'm sure you got some things
You'd like to change about yourselfBut when it comes to meI wouldn't want to be anybody elseI'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me
You got every right to a beautiful life, come onWho says, who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth itWho says you're the only one that's hurtingTrust me that's the price of beautyWho says you're not prettyWho says you're not beautiful, who says?It's such a funny thing
How nothing's funny when it's youYou tell 'em what you meanBut they keep whitin' out the the truthIt's like the work of art
That never get to see the lightKeep you beneath the starsWon't let you touch the skyI'm no beauty queen, I'm just beautiful me
You got every right to a beautiful life, come onWho says, who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth itWho says you're the only one that's hurtingTrust me that's the price of beautyWho says you're not prettyWho says you're not beautiful, who says?Who says you're not star potential
Who says you're not presidentialWho says you can't be in moviesListen to me, listen to meWho says you don't pass the test
Who says you can't be the bestWho said, who said?Would you tell me who said that, yeahWho saidWho says, who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth itWho says you're the only one that's hurtingTrust me that's the price of beautyWho says you're not prettyWho says you're not beautiful, who says?Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth itWho says you're the only one that's hurtingTrust me that's the price of beautyWho says you're not pretty

Who says you're not beautiful, who says?