Clothes......

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Just saw someone posted a picture of her bangkok loots. If only this were mine huh. OMG. I WANNA GO BANGKOK PLEASE. My mum just left for BKK with her friends. I bet she won't buy much things for us at all. She said she doesn't know how to choose. Damn, just get me anything i usually wear?! Zhen and family just went for BKK. Fucking damn, when will it be my turn?! I really wanna go. I haven't even taken a plane ride before.  Fucked up. I just wanna shop. I just wanna rape the Platinum Mall. I'd wanna buy the whole mall back! Shopping paradise. Fucked up. I think I can only go when after I graduated from school. School has been busy and I'm nothing but fucked up and stressed. My hair keeps dropping. It's getting on my nerves. Adding to my frustrations. So so so, too too too many things to do, I don't know where to start. Sometimes I'd get so demotivated that I'd say, "Fuck these shit." Expectations: Throw all the work to the floor like a boss. Reality: bury my head and try to get my mind back on track. Or even break down and cry for awhile. Then try to get back to work slowly, but surely, better than nothing.

Slap me and get me back to reality. Me, my assignments, projects and notes. Stay-home weekends. Need to get my engine going, and much faster. Too fucking slow. KBYE.