I wonder..

I wonder if I've already found the one for me. The one who falls in love with me over and over again despite my imperfections, despite how I can be a mess, know my insecurities, love me and understand me. Most importantly, stay with me. 

I'm overthinking again. Pmsing? I need assurance. :(
I feel a little lost, unmotivated and bumming while all others are moving constantly in this hectic world.

Sometimes I wonder, why am I not good enough. In all the fights we had, I do hope we grow and learn from it, love and understand each other better.  

"There are no guarantees, we can’t re- live yesterday, or live tomorrow; all we really have is right now." 

To fall in love... And get comfortable and know a person inside out, their true colors. A phase that all lovers have to go through to make their love strong. Love is loving despite all, acceptance of the imperfections and that's what makes it perfect. 

People

“She did not know yet how sometimes people keep parts of themselves hidden and secret, sometimes wicked and unkind parts, but often brave or wild or colorful parts, cunning or powerful or even marvelous, beautiful parts, just locked up away at the bottom of their hearts. They do this because they are afraid of the world and of being stared at, or relied upon to do feats of bravery or boldness. And all of those brave and wild and cunning and marvelous and beautiful parts they hid away and left in the dark to grow strange mushrooms—and yes, sometimes those wicked and unkind parts, too—end up in their shadow.” ― Catherynne M. Valente, The Girl Who Fell Beneath Fairyland and Led the Revels There

At times I wonder if there is such thing as undying forever love or friendship.
What is the only thing in life that can be constant? Change.

I just answered myself, didn't I.

Lie

It hurts. The ache you actually feel in your heart. 

❤️

I can't explain how much I love this picture, how much I wanna hold on to you, how I'm glad that we have met and we fall in love. And I still fall in love with you a little more each and every day. Although I can be a mess and you can be an ass, although we can make each other so mad, I still just wanna be with you, always. x

Hold me tight; We are going out for an adventure tonight.

Happy 6th.❤️ Off to Tioman this weekend for scuba diving with my love. Excited! ❤️ Pray that we will be safe and sound. x

No. 44

Didn't managed to support my boy's match at NTU today due to the bad timing and some issues with the car. Below were the pictures of me supporting my boy at his floorball matches previously at Republic Polytechnic on weekends. Managed to see 3 of his matches in 3 different jerseys. Proud of him - winning so far ★Cheerleader girlfriend mode on★ Oh nono I don't scream or cheer or whatsoever. I'm just by the side sitting high up on the stack of gym mats with awesome view and feeling the adrenaline rush. I miss having sports competitions. :)

The Dalmatians
The neon pinksters (It's my favourite jersey of all)

Ron's taking a shot!
Ending the game with 3 cheers and handshakes
Black x Red

Eating this May away

Ah Ma's 76th

My non-working Saturday. Missed my appt and had a mad time rushing to buy Ah Ma's present. So late minute I know. Got some Korean Red Ginseng and some random Aloe Vera drink, then packed in a very presentable nice floral tote bag. :) On a side note, greenish braces aren't very nice. I really wanna change the colour soon.

Where we were, at a corner of Raffles, also near Telok Ayer Street - Beng Hiang Restaurant

First dish

Second dish

Third. Chicky~ Lazy to take the rest. Was a 10-course meal that cost a bomb please. And the food was just so-so. Meh. 

Ah Ma came over and ask "No one wanna take picture with Ah Ma?" ✌️

Durian cake.

Ah Ma is growing old. I admit that I'm guilty of not spending enough time with these dear folks. Weren't very close with my paternal family. Nevertheless, I wish Ah Ma the best of health. To continue being happy and community ambulant, wearing some make-up, dress and and able to walk safely and independently in those 2" platform shoes. ♥

Mothers' Day (Belated)  

Some awesome food loving time at Vienna for lunch. I love the crabby, the salad, bits and pieces. Oh no I'm growing too much this Month. Eat and eat and eat and eat eat eat. (I'd to skip dinner that night cause I was just too full) After which, was some sisters bonding shopping time. I love shopping. So much. 

Doremi

Feeling a tad bit different and cute in this outfit. Back to school girl days. :)

Miam Miam with MINTX

From Min :) Aww loved it. (heh, also my inspiration for Ron's present)

Homard Bisque

Squid Ink Pasta

Chocolate Molleaux

A rare meet-up, some time out of our busy schedule. Our 1st decade of friendship. First time meeting them in braces :D All of them already had their braces...Now, it's my turn. Somehow Reb and Lsm look a bit alike here, don't they? 

Girly time

Tea Party


First time trying Jolibee with Belle.

Followed by icecream.

Surprised my boy at his house with pizza and had some late night cosy stay home movie together.

MEDZ (again) ♥

Om nom nom. MEDZ. Me eating so much versus those two skinny ones.




Girls just like to have fun. Loving our collages. Looking so happy.

Behind the scenes of OOTD
(P.s I never knew that my back view looks like this. Beautiful hair I've got. LOL)


My humble #OOTD too.
A happy jumpshot to end off the day :D