After a long hiatus...

I'm guilty for neglecting my blog for so long. I'm in the midst of holidays now. This is like the Friday of the 4th week. 3 more weeks before school starts and clinicals starts. For the past two months I've been mugging SO hard for Semestral exams and practical shitxz. My results dropped again. I'm so bloody freaking sad. But well, I don't know... in a way i'm happy cause the overall results was slightly better than I thought. But well, I'm always thinking of the worst scenario. Thank god my papers pulled me up. Cause my practicals were so poorly done. And I've put on weight omfg.

Anyway, really have to enjoy this holidays. I think this is like my last holidays ever. Spend lots of happy quality time with my bacon♥We still have a long list of to-do list.

Just wanna say, ♥I love you bacon - my bestfriend buddy boyfriend. Though we fight and bicker quite sometimes and you're always an angry bird but still I love you so much. (And I really love your big wide braces smile - tho you always doubt me.)

I'm glad I've found you baby

I want somebody to sleep with for the rest of my life and cuddle up with during a movie on the couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, challenge him. Talk about dreams, make dreams. Have fight, the kind that only really matter just as long as you’re having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in awhile, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think “this might make my girl smile” as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he’s got.

”

— (via eletheowl)

Wanna go holiday with boyfriend

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I ♥ my bestfriend-buddy-boy.

You're that one piece of jigsaw puzzle that completes my life :)

Dumb boar ♥

Sweet.

If you really love me then give me some time

Hi Bloggie, Twitter's gonna take a break from my rantings so now it's your turn. Okay I'm so freaking having lots of mixed feelings now, I just had to vent it out. Do I really have to spell it out?

If she's amazing, she won't be easy. If she's easy she won't be amazing. If she's worth it you won't give up, if you give up you're not worthy.

She knows he loves her by the way he looks at her, but deep down, he doesn't have the guts do say so. Sometimes, neither does she

So that's all I've to say. But it's a pity you can't figure that out.

Let's just be like Tom and Jerry.

Selena Gomez: Who Says

Who says
Who says you're not star potential
Who says you're not presidential
Who says you can't be in movies
Listen to me, listen to me
Who says you don't pass the test
Who says you can't be the best
Who said, who said
Won't you tell me who said that
( Yeah, who said? )

Who says
Who says you're not perfect
Who says you're not worth it
Who says you're the only one that's hurting
Trust me
That's the price of beauty
Who says you're not pretty
Who says you're not beautiful
Who says who says

I can be myself, nobody but myself, true enough. Imperfect, confused, depressed, unglamorous, blur, insensitive. Laughing like it's the funniest thing ever. Rolling my eyes out daily. Teasing and bickering. Sabotage me and make me feel like an idiot, allow me to shoot him flat like another idiot. Laughing at your fake tooth while you laugh at my bunny tooth. Droopy eyes versus a sleepy head. Thank you, buddy :)

What women want?

But I don't want a gay football coach. Lol.

I haven't been blogging properly these days... A piece of goooood news. Today, I'll still blog a short and improper one haha, not this. It's been week 4 and my exams are coming soon in week 7. I swear I've a pile of untouched articles. and they are still piling up. I haven't even completed one. Cause they kinda bores me. These 4 weeks I've been like a really early bird waking up at 6 plus to go for 8am lessons. I'm more or less a sleepy-head and dreamer in class. Crazy tired nut after school. I don't know why, whenever I reach home nowadays, I'll just stone while resting. Then time flew past my very own face. Then I bathed, dinner and time flies SO damn fast. And I just feel sleepy and wanna get knocked out. Like now, my short post has became rather lengthy. Well well... I think it's about time I sleep. And tomorrow onwards would definitely be the start of my power-super-mug days. I should stop being so lazy sleepy bum. Speaking of that, I haven't exercise for SO long. Cause my badminton partner macham too in love to play with me. Sad. Okay, I'm just lazy! But the previous statement is true.

Anyway, here comes the goooood news, it might not be some big deal but I'm really proud of myself for getting the sponsorship on a second try. I learnt my lesson okay. Hopefully I've some savings for my further studies and my future doesn't seem so bleak. I'm stressed and motivated now! AND I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT, YAY! CONGRATULATIONS TO ME (WHO ME?) YES ME! CONGRATULATE ME PLEASE, THANK YOU THANK YOU. I'M A HAPPY GIRL☺♥

Everyone is changing; For the better, for the worst.
I hope we can find our happiness even if it might not be each other.
But if one day, it's her I'll just so gonna say,

that's so wtf, congrats.

Good old days and the good old friends.

♥

“I want to marry you because you’re the first person I want to look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I want to kiss goodnight. Because the first time that I saw your hands, I couldn’t imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do.”

Astons

Pictures with wormy ♥

Taken on my first try

Favourite ♥

I'm just gonna be so cool. Wave goodbye and walk out of the past. I'm a cool kid, who had enough of these shit.

I've been daydreaming a lot these days

‎"A recent study shows that the heart grows weaker everytime we do something opposite of what we feel"

No wonder my heart becomes so frail now. Sometimes, I just wonder when would people start being honest to themselves. People...like me. (Am I still on Earth?)