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My tension headache is splitting my head into two. Sorry, just can't stop lamenting. Life sucks, right now, till god knows when.

梦想

No one

No one knows how it feels like to be me. No one understands.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Waited a week for this.

I suck okay. I'm so imperfect. Thanks for reminding. Yeah, lack of understanding. What do you understand about me?

Eleven

Happy 11th my bacon boy. Come back soon. Miss ya. ♥ 

Penniless

Time of the year to pay school fees again. My money just keeps depleting. No in, only out. Although I've been saving really hard and I hardly buy clothes now, but without a job, with numeral 21st bombs. I just get all squeezed out. Wei she me? #pok

On a side note, it's really horrifying how time flies. I can't catch up.

- via instaquotesgram

FUCK OFF OKAY I NEVER WANNA FUCKING DO ANYTHING TO YOU. FUCKING FUCK OFF. I KEEP QUIET DOESN'T MEAN I DONT KNOW ANYTHING. I FUCKING RESPECT YOU SO FUCKING RESPECT ME. I ALREADY KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT AND SO YOU KEEP YOURS FUCKING BLOODY SHUT TOO. SO WHAT. I'M NOT FUCKING BORN TO BEAR WITH YOUR NONSENSES. I'M A GROWN-UP I HAVE MY OWN THOUGHTS AND I KNOW WHAT IS FUCKING RIGHT OR WRONG. DO YOU?! JUST FUCKING DO SOME SELF REFLECTION. I MAY NOT BE RIGHT BUT I'M NOT ALWAYS IN THE FUCKING WRONG TOO. FUCKING WAKE UP PLEASE. I'VE NEVER BEEN SO FUCKING ANGRY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE SO DON'T FUCKING PUSH ME TOO FAR. FUCK. LAST WARNING'S OVER.

Week 8 Sunday

Just photo spam. Anyway, bacon is going reservice tomorrow. For a week. :( But not so bad, cause it's week 9 and I'm supposed to be study like a freaking freak. And he would be working anyway if he's not at reservice. But I'll still miss him. No more 1155 and throughout the day messages. Only 1055 cause he gotta sleep early....

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Forgot to mention. Bought this Rubi sandals and deco it myself. Not too bad huh? My boyf thinks i'm crazy -.- I like it this way.
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Mothers' day. Laoban. Om nom nom.
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Wore a printed chiffon top paired with the black HWS he bought me, despite hating it (cause I wanted). So i asked if i looked nice. He said yes, he likes me to dress like that. Then i asked again, didnt you hate it and said it was fugly (despite me asking so many times)? He replied, I said it because I didn't want you to buy. And he added, the jade green HWS was nicer than black. But initially he said it was fugly?! Plus the size was too big for me, so when I went back to exchange for a smaller size, I exchanged for black too. Basic and monochrome colours should be good to go. Then he told me, "i said jade is ugly actually black is uglier." UGH....SO NOW IS NICE OR NOT NICE. SUPER CONTRADICTING MAN. Sometimes he really wanna drive me insane.

UGH.

Min commented that his face became chubbier, which I kinda agreed. And there he went narcissistic again. Looking at mirror. And retook this picture where he smiled with all his might to show that he isn't chubby. Okay. Point taken. And he always laughed at me saying my face is not fat, but fucking fat. What the. Angry.
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Went zhen's house housewarming yesterday. Omg, 40 storeys high. Pretty sight please.
Okay enough said, gonna start on my weekly routine now.

4june babies

Been too busy with school. Just wanna blog a proper post now. Haven't been feel too good for the past weeks. Stressed and more stressed. Either school or shit happens. Sigh. Anyway, here's an overdue post of pictures.  Both the 4th June babies.

Fu Fong Fong's 

Gave this girly a belated surprise during FYP meeting. Happy wide smile like anything only. HAHA. Has and I made a detour to get lighter. Thennnnn walked carefully, discreetly and then.. blow wind blow..... -.- In the end, damn late for meeting liao. Just went ahead to her, covered her eyes and whispered 'happy bday' in her ears. Haha. Then she was like awwww, oh, nevermind, I've got my own matchstick. (Took out matchstick and lit her own cake) She said she was well-prepared knowing that people will surprise/celebrate for her in school. LOL THIS BHB GIRLLL.

Tan Mel Mel's

Kh led the way. I guaranteed I asked the same question for more than 10 times. "Are we there yet?!" Taking pictures along the way as we passed through botanic garden to find the ulu-a-nei place. Kh helped me to carry my super heavy bag. Awwww :) Unexpected huh. Finally reached the place. ATAS SEH. We sang kbox most of the time. I was waiting for my "Running man" game. Why no play game?! Ugh. Alright just spent most of the time taking pictures.

Left: Awww. Piglet. (Piglet who) (Piglet Tan) HAHAHA. Omg, I hate my 2 teeth. I hope to get braces before my bday :B

Right: UNCLE MEL!!!! (lol his nieces and nephew doesn't know his name-.-) his niece asked me, "who is melvin."

Vincent! Not this way.Why didnt you tell me the 21 wasn't in the pic! (Re-take the picture)

Wenyong reliving his childhood

Scary night walk through botanic garden. Vincent helped me carry my mega "highly suspicious" bag. Heh.

Let the balloons go before we took the mrt. That's all folk! Oh, we all chipped in and bought mel a crumpler bag, as requested. Heh.